Morning Peeps

I am aching like a dog!!! I did my first session of circuit training on Thursday night. It is the 1st time that my upper body had done exercise like that!! i have come to the conclusion that my triceps have withered away to nothing because it certainly wasn't there when i needed it.

I have my son this weekend, we plan to head off to my mum's for the day....he is 14 on the 1st May. 14!!! time goes far too quick for my liking!!!

update on girlie front, we are still chatting loads but alas i think friendship is the only outcome of this...shame!!

still, i am on a couple of dating sites, and am talking to some nice people. I think my waffle might scare them off!!

cool

spoke to my new friend today, told her that i liked her. I now know she feels similar but alas, she still has this boyfriend. I shouldn't really get myself caught up in this so i will step back and start to think rationally once i have got over the 'teenage' feeling of fancying someone new. she said that if she wasn't seeing someone she would certainly say yes if i asked her on a date.... nice to know there are women out there that still fancy me, which i already knew to be honest but the hardest part for me was finding someone i fancied a lot at the same time as them fancying me.

I am very fussy, far, far too fussy some would say but hey, you are who you are and you shouldn't change your feelings/emotions for anything i guess.

So tomorrow will be another day and no doubt we'll chat/whisper over the phone in the hope that no one hears us, while knowing damn well people can. i feel young all of a sudden, how bizarre is that. it's a nice feeling and i certainly recommend it.

Here's to tomorrow

quarter 1 of 2007

I know that no one reads this blog so i feel i can write what i wanna write without anyone who knows me finding out.

i have been single now for around a year, moved out from my ex's and found a nice place to live. around Christmas time, i was thinking that it is about time i got myself back out there on the market. so i joined a dating website, for a whopping cost of £60 for 6 months i could message and browse to my hearts content. weeks passed and i got nothing, i was thinking, come one, i am not that bad surely.

we are now approaching the end of April and i guess i have had an interesting last few weeks. i have got a few messages from ladies, who were not my type so they never came to anything. i got a message from another who i speak to every now and again. i haven't seen a picture of her, but since she is only looking for friendship, that doesn't matter. we get on ok, but we have yet to meet.

i did message one women, we spoke for 10 hours in 3 telephone conversations in a week. We met and although i found her very attractive and had a great personality, she didn't feel the chemistry, so that has stopped. She did wear DKNY? perfume i think, and by god, that smelt good!!!

since then i have spoken to 2 or 3 ladies from another dating website but these are chatting only, not sure if I'll meet any of them, time will tell i guess.

Now, after joining 2 dating websites and been sent on a blind date by step mom i still haven't found that someone until last week.

She doesn't know how i feel, well not yet anyway. She works in another office from me and i met her for the first time last Tuesday. we had spoke a couple of times and flirted but alas she had a boyfriend. how serious this boyfriend is i have no idea but that doesn't stop me thinking....i would love to take her out on a date!!

She is a tall, slim, very attractive brunette. She has beautiful eyes and a lovely smile. Pretty much my ideal women to be honest, looks wise at least. She seems to have a great personality, is not shy or insecure at all by the looks of it. We spoke again today and i am sure she likes me, unless i am completely stupid. ha

So that is my quarter 1 this year on the dating front. hopefully Quarter 2 will be much more productive and I'll have a partner by the end of it. I'll keep you posted.